I have to visit mom due to her cancer condition got worse. This is also my first time leaving Ryan. I was expecting myself to cry but not till the extend of non-stop crying but it was what happened. Deep inside me I felt really hurt leaving them. The feel of holding their hands, touching their face, hugging them is what I miss so fondly.
Today is also my last time of feeding him (@8:15am). I was too busy making sure everything is in the right place for them and myself. I didn't really try very to remember it but as I am writing this, I really miss the moment of seeing him sleeping while sucking his soothing nipple.
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