My Alone Trip to Taiwan

I have to visit mom due to her cancer condition got worse. This is also my first time leaving Ryan. I was expecting myself to cry but not till the extend of non-stop crying but it was what happened. Deep inside me I felt really hurt leaving them. The feel of holding their hands, touching their face, hugging them is what I miss so fondly.

Today is also my last time of feeding him (@8:15am). I was too busy making sure everything is in the right place for them and myself. I didn't really try very to remember it but as I am writing this, I really miss the moment of seeing him sleeping while sucking his soothing nipple.

Her BFF

What Kate was looking forward is not Megan's 6th birthday party but to meet up with her BBF Grace. She wanted to show Grace the photo book I made for her which has Grace's photos in it. As we went over to toys R us to choose birthday present for Megan, she was already asking me to buy the Shopkins for her even when we were on the way to Gurney plaza. I knew that Erfi has bought one for her so I told her to pray hard to God and see if God answers her prayer. In my mind, I was saying it to build her faith with God. ( Hopefully by the time she gets to read this, she has built a very strong faith with God. ) In this way, she builds her faith with God and also the relationship with Grace. She was really praying hard to God and it is so cute! Children has the simplest mind! Whatever you say, they just believe it with whole of their heart.